the new school

Alhamdulillah, it has been a month since the first day I stepped foot in the new school. This move from the previous school is very much look forward and I am really happy to give my service to the new school. everyday is a breeze as

Firstly: I am not rushing and get panic attack everytime I woke up at 6 a.m. and blaming self for not waking up earlier. I even dragged mr zawji into my own problem and my mood has been badly ruined as early as I woke up,realizing tht I won't be able to reach school before 7.30 a.m. Owh, my life was miserable just because of this little thing which is totally unnecessary.

Secondly: I am able to cook more often when I got back home from school which I do like doing so much. Tho I am not a good cook (mind u), I feel contented everytime I got to prepare simple and humble dishes that can be eaten by all. Most of the time I cook noodles, pasta, spaghetti, cucur ikan bilis and sandwiches. I will rotate the menu every now and then because abah n sayang don't like heavy meals at night, well, most of the time.

Thirdly: And the most important thing, I got to spend more time with baby lutfiyah and gives her all the attention tht she deserves. I am not easily tired as I am still fresh by 10 p.m. which is so hard to do before.

I will ramble about the new school, what I feel and how it has been treating me for the first month. Let me tell you that when Allah gives u something, He surely takes something from you as a replacement of the bountiful blessings that He has given. He always knows better and truly said, hijrah is always for the better. In my case, I've been more productive in my work and oh boy, I've been given quite a lot of responsibilities to be carried out this year. Am I complaining? No. Am I feel burdened? Partly yes. Am I feel bullied as a new teacher? Somehow, I do. Do I want to do my very best when given responsibilities? Sure, I do. I am well aware that these might not be much for some ppl. I might have shown some exaggerations here. But please, let me do this.

Here's the lists of tasks tht are needed to be faithfully and effectively taken care of.

1) Class teacher of 5 Ibu Nafis (such a bunch of nice students)
2) Teaches form 3 and form 5 classes (I never teach exam classes for real, well, I had replaced some tchrs for few months)
3) Guru disiplin (like seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?)
4) Setiausaha Badan Ketua Kelas ( how I wish I wasn't the one who got this post)
5) Setiausaha PIBG for 2013/2015 (I freaked out, got panick attack, muka hijau when I know about this post...how on earth that the administrators thought that I am suit for this post in the first place. On a positive note, I am the chosen one and they see the potential in me and they believe in my ability to carry out such a BIG responsibility. How can I not thank them..huhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ Ya Allah, only u can ease every problems, only u can wash away all the negative thoughts, only u can make rainy days disappear and brings out a beautiful rainbow. Only u can help me and to U I seek forgiveness and peace. Oh Allah, only u knows the best for me..Ameen~


Keeping my faith#stay strong#finding the silver lining among the clouds#summon all the positive vibes#syukur banyak2#