my little peanut has been 5 months now and he/she's going stronger than ever.how time flies~dear sweetheart,umi prays that u r safe n sound n grows healthily in my nurturing womb.i'm trying my best to make u feel comfy n give u the best nutrition that u could have for ur growth.i know u r a fighter n a strong man..umi loves u so much..thank you for keeping up with my mood swings that sometimes can make u feel uneasy inside..i know it'll affect ur emotions too..but u know,i can't bear it at times..it's just too much to handle. i've become more sensitive, feel tired easily and my back pain can make me feel lil bit uncomfortable n the amount of workload that i've to endure right nw had resulted in my breakdown last couple of days..at times like this, i long for your tickle that can make me laugh..i just love feeling of it.i'm really sorry sweetie pie.umi promise that it won't happen again.i want to be healthy,happy n glowing for u will be like that too..abi takes care for umi with all his heart.he always make sure tht umi is happy and he wants umi to have the best.he helps a lot with the house chores and grocery shopping. he is truly loving,caring and compassionate.he is the best thing happen to me before u 
my baby, i just want u to know that u r the greatest gift that we've ever had and we thank Allah for sending u to us..having the chance to have u n feeling this experience is priceless and i wouldn't want to compensate it with anything else.on the other note,umi has been gaining more weight due to excessive eating..hahaa..i eat in a bigger portion and need frequent munching..owhh,that makes umi worried a lil bit..sikit worry coz i don't want to gain unnecessary fat because of this habit. moreover, i dont't want to look like a penguin or walk like a wombat ( i now walk like a tortoise n climbing up to UNSW library is a tough job darl)..anyhowww, i like to call that cardio-exercise,to make your heart pumping hard n strong..i need to be fit for myself n for ur sake my love 
i will post some pictures of you n me sooner or later..can't wait to see you on Nov 8th 
till then~i love you my budak kecik
salam all..it just popped put of my head to couple of months before when i feel a bit uneasy with my body..my breasts kinda sore and it got bigger and more supple..i told mr hubby about it and couldn't help it but getting worried about it all the time..little that i know, mr hubby was much more worried than me..he even browsed the Internet to find information about it and too my surprise,he even suggested that it could be a sign of breast cancer!!~how bizzare! nau'zubillah...it is just too out of the world that i strongly believe that it is totally wrong..the out-of-state-of-mind incident and our pointless anxiousness at that time made me laugh inside every time i thought about it..a news that we thought could be the worst thing ever happened to me turned out to be a much awaited news,a happy one for us there's someone growing inside my womb and i just felt on top of the world once the GP confirmed that..what a feeling!! subhanallah~i had mixed feelings and quickly told Mak,Ayah,Ma,Abah and my siblings about it.they were overwhelmed with happiness and Mak even screamed with excitement on the phone! 
hahahaa..that's my Mak~I told Mak that I wasn't sure that how on earth I would cope with this pregnancy, the studies and being away from the family..she just told me to be calm and take it easy. she also said that the pregnancy will be easy as long as I take good care of myself and ensure precautions in the early months..'don't lift anything heavy, eat healthily, try not to get stress, take things easy and always consult my GP if anything concerns me' said Mak..after the long conversation with her, deep inside me, i always knew that help,support and comfort is just a phone call away and whatever it is, i will be able to face through the phases in life and pregnancy is just one of it that i should embrace, appreciate and be thankful about. Thank you Allah for giving me the opportunity to have this experience that is just wonderful and beautiful..I am very grateful for the smooth flowing pregnancy..i had no morning sickness,good appetite and I don't encounter difficulties to move around and be active throughout this 4 months pregnancy. Alhamdulillah talking about morning sickness,mr hubby had some sickness sensation few days ago..he felt like vomiting one night and it happened several times..hehehehe..anyway, he didn't really puke and I Thank God for that..pity him till then,Adieu
the timing is a bit off as your truly is actually 15 weeks pregnant and not 13 weeks as she thought she is..the ultra-sound check-up made it confirmed that the fetus in my womb is now growing healthily and constantly doing somersault seeing him/her in the womb was something indescribable..it was all awe to see the little creature inside my womb and the feeling is just unbelievable~i kept on telling syazwan that i still couldn't believe that i am carrying a life inside my womb..my belly has expanded considerably normal as it supposed to be..to my surprise, i've been losing 1 kilo..well,i think it's due to Ramadhan and doc is fine with that..nothing to be worried about and as to the wind problem that i still having now, i should eat frequently in small portion and keep it in time,like 6 times per day as advised.i do feel much hungrier than before, wanting to eat more than usual and i could gobble anything although i just had a decent lunch or dinner.seriousllyyy 
Having healthy meals and eat regularly is a must for any pregnant woman, but i'll not let my desires over rule my necessity..eat as you need not as u want..and i've read somewhere that there's no such thing as eating for 'two'..Hence,i always try to keep it modest and swap it with lots of fluids, be it water orange mango juice from Coles and maybe some fruits that is in season..i like little mandarins and kiwi at the mo..cherry is out of season already..huhuuu~Thank goodness syazwan is there to keep my on track and ensure tht i do have my daily intake of milk which is mostly important my cravings have been in control and luckily, i always crave for something that i can cook by myself which is awesome! meaning no eating out frequently and i can make my own hearty,nutritional meals with lots of veggies to go with it no matter what meal is that..yess,i eat lotsssss of veggies..yummeh!! sian mr hubby,who is not a big fan of veggie, that had to comply with my diet..at least it is healthy kan 
and therefore, i think i have managed to make him 'rabbit' like myself,though not as die hard as i am 
to list some of my cravings, just for my note in future of how much i've eaten and how rajin i am to cook all these dishes...hahah..well,asam pedas ikan tenggiri, rendang, nasi ayam, strawberry shake, kuah kacang, karipap daging n heaps of fries..so,there you go what goes into my tummy i'm sure there's still a lot more and it is too many to remember that i couln't pen it down..just a few significant ones that i remember making tht effort to bersusah payah cari bahan sampai paddy's...well, i think that's all for now..looking forward to the next check-up on nov 2nd at RHW n to see my baby on nov 8th..hope that all is well..we are overwhelmed with the well wishes from people once syazwan posted up the ultrasound pic in FB..thanks heaps family and friends
