bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
i'm currently at 38 weeks of pregnancy and enjoying my long-awaited break at home sweet home...alhamdulillah,nothing more could i've asked than being at my comfort abode with the loved ones around. Mak,Ayah,Abang and Siti never fail me as they are my pillars right now. Le husband is now has to work at Kuantan after being here with me for few days..Yeah, he has his obligations too..Being apart with him at this point of time is never easy. I, for most of the time unable to attend to Lutfiyah needs due to my condition and I realized that how grateful I am to have him by my side and how I've taken everything for granted...I have no idea how truly indebted I am to him until now. O Allah, please protect Him and shower Him with your endless blessings..Ameen~
As other heavily pregnant women like me,I couldn't wait to see the cutie in front of my eyes but the thought of the long hours of contractions and the pain that I've to endure shaken me a bit. Guess I'm not quite ready yet. I do hope for au natural birth this time which means without having to go for induce labour but having said that, I have quite a strong feeling that I might have to do it again this time..With all the events happening and will happen, I like to think that is the best decision so far. I'm yet to discuss this with husband as he is also depending on me for the result, as I am the one who will face the ohhh and the ahhhhhh and the whatnot kan...So,I'm praying that Allah will decide what's best for me and show me the way out, insyallah!!!
Till then, adios amigos!
