our precious lil lutfiyah is now 11 months old today (9/2). happy birthday sayang comel ummi! we love u with all our heart..to the deepest of unconditional love tht we cld ever give u..we hope tht u will continue to be one strong, active, smart, persistent, cheerful, brave, well-mannered solehah girl tht we always adore n forever will..
u r now can stand on ur two feet withour holding on to smthng but it's just for 3 sec. but, nowadays u r not interested to show off ur skill tht much. so we thought tht by ur 1 yr old birthday, u might nt be able to walk just yet..u r now hv a stable sleeping pattern n u eat a lot too!u love playing n moving around the hse. ur fav playing area is under the dining table n u also like to crawl inside/outside the room. ur current passion is to smash the cabinets n drawers in the kitchen while ummi is cooking.
alhamdulillah, as for now, u r still surviving on ummi's milk. i will continue to my best ability to provide u the golden liquid untill u r 2, if Allah wills,insyallah! I will do anything for u luthie, anything...
HAPPY 11th month BIRTHDAY LUTFIYAH SAKEENA.we love u!
Daisypath Anniversary tickers
Saturday 9 February 2013
Wednesday 6 February 2013
the new school
Alhamdulillah, it has been a month since the first day I stepped foot in the new school. This move from the previous school is very much look forward and I am really happy to give my service to the new school. everyday is a breeze as
Firstly: I am not rushing and get panic attack everytime I woke up at 6 a.m. and blaming self for not waking up earlier. I even dragged mr zawji into my own problem and my mood has been badly ruined as early as I woke up,realizing tht I won't be able to reach school before 7.30 a.m. Owh, my life was miserable just because of this little thing which is totally unnecessary.
Secondly: I am able to cook more often when I got back home from school which I do like doing so much. Tho I am not a good cook (mind u), I feel contented everytime I got to prepare simple and humble dishes that can be eaten by all. Most of the time I cook noodles, pasta, spaghetti, cucur ikan bilis and sandwiches. I will rotate the menu every now and then because abah n sayang don't like heavy meals at night, well, most of the time.
Thirdly: And the most important thing, I got to spend more time with baby lutfiyah and gives her all the attention tht she deserves. I am not easily tired as I am still fresh by 10 p.m. which is so hard to do before.
I will ramble about the new school, what I feel and how it has been treating me for the first month. Let me tell you that when Allah gives u something, He surely takes something from you as a replacement of the bountiful blessings that He has given. He always knows better and truly said, hijrah is always for the better. In my case, I've been more productive in my work and oh boy, I've been given quite a lot of responsibilities to be carried out this year. Am I complaining? No. Am I feel burdened? Partly yes. Am I feel bullied as a new teacher? Somehow, I do. Do I want to do my very best when given responsibilities? Sure, I do. I am well aware that these might not be much for some ppl. I might have shown some exaggerations here. But please, let me do this.
Here's the lists of tasks tht are needed to be faithfully and effectively taken care of.
1) Class teacher of 5 Ibu Nafis (such a bunch of nice students)
2) Teaches form 3 and form 5 classes (I never teach exam classes for real, well, I had replaced some tchrs for few months)
3) Guru disiplin (like seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?)
4) Setiausaha Badan Ketua Kelas ( how I wish I wasn't the one who got this post)
5) Setiausaha PIBG for 2013/2015 (I freaked out, got panick attack, muka hijau when I know about this post...how on earth that the administrators thought that I am suit for this post in the first place. On a positive note, I am the chosen one and they see the potential in me and they believe in my ability to carry out such a BIG responsibility. How can I not thank them..huhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ Ya Allah, only u can ease every problems, only u can wash away all the negative thoughts, only u can make rainy days disappear and brings out a beautiful rainbow. Only u can help me and to U I seek forgiveness and peace. Oh Allah, only u knows the best for me..Ameen~
Keeping my faith#stay strong#finding the silver lining among the clouds#summon all the positive vibes#syukur banyak2#
Firstly: I am not rushing and get panic attack everytime I woke up at 6 a.m. and blaming self for not waking up earlier. I even dragged mr zawji into my own problem and my mood has been badly ruined as early as I woke up,realizing tht I won't be able to reach school before 7.30 a.m. Owh, my life was miserable just because of this little thing which is totally unnecessary.
Secondly: I am able to cook more often when I got back home from school which I do like doing so much. Tho I am not a good cook (mind u), I feel contented everytime I got to prepare simple and humble dishes that can be eaten by all. Most of the time I cook noodles, pasta, spaghetti, cucur ikan bilis and sandwiches. I will rotate the menu every now and then because abah n sayang don't like heavy meals at night, well, most of the time.
Thirdly: And the most important thing, I got to spend more time with baby lutfiyah and gives her all the attention tht she deserves. I am not easily tired as I am still fresh by 10 p.m. which is so hard to do before.
I will ramble about the new school, what I feel and how it has been treating me for the first month. Let me tell you that when Allah gives u something, He surely takes something from you as a replacement of the bountiful blessings that He has given. He always knows better and truly said, hijrah is always for the better. In my case, I've been more productive in my work and oh boy, I've been given quite a lot of responsibilities to be carried out this year. Am I complaining? No. Am I feel burdened? Partly yes. Am I feel bullied as a new teacher? Somehow, I do. Do I want to do my very best when given responsibilities? Sure, I do. I am well aware that these might not be much for some ppl. I might have shown some exaggerations here. But please, let me do this.
Here's the lists of tasks tht are needed to be faithfully and effectively taken care of.
1) Class teacher of 5 Ibu Nafis (such a bunch of nice students)
2) Teaches form 3 and form 5 classes (I never teach exam classes for real, well, I had replaced some tchrs for few months)
3) Guru disiplin (like seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?)
4) Setiausaha Badan Ketua Kelas ( how I wish I wasn't the one who got this post)
5) Setiausaha PIBG for 2013/2015 (I freaked out, got panick attack, muka hijau when I know about this post...how on earth that the administrators thought that I am suit for this post in the first place. On a positive note, I am the chosen one and they see the potential in me and they believe in my ability to carry out such a BIG responsibility. How can I not thank them..huhuhuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~ Ya Allah, only u can ease every problems, only u can wash away all the negative thoughts, only u can make rainy days disappear and brings out a beautiful rainbow. Only u can help me and to U I seek forgiveness and peace. Oh Allah, only u knows the best for me..Ameen~
Keeping my faith#stay strong#finding the silver lining among the clouds#summon all the positive vibes#syukur banyak2#
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