i've been here at Seri Malaysia Temerloh for about 4 days to attend a course on continuous professional development for DG41 teachers from Pekan and Kuantan districts. The course is scheduled for 5 days and we have until tomorrow till we call it a day. alhamdulillah, this course has benefited me in many ways as i got to refresh my memory on so many things i've learned before in IPG.
*i've written the para above for about few months n untill now,I still didn't get the cert just yet..a reminder to self to call the personnel at JPN bout this matter..
The only thing that stuck in my mind bout this course is the unreceived cert n the longest days in my life tht i had to torture myself by getting apart from bb lutfiyah n being pregnant at 12 weeks which ws already risky due to my unstable condition at tht time..i was all emotional too as I had to make the worst decision of hvng to let lutfiyah to be fed wth formula most of the time...though the risky pregnancy caused me to stop bf-ing lutfiyah,it still haunts me tht i am a bad ummi for nt able to provide wht's best for her...well,fret not nada..Allah is the Best planner n surely He is.
