i've been here at Seri Malaysia Temerloh for about 4 days to attend a course on continuous professional development for DG41 teachers from Pekan and Kuantan districts. The course is scheduled for 5 days and we have until tomorrow till we call it a day. alhamdulillah, this course has benefited me in many ways as i got to refresh my memory on so many things i've learned before in IPG.
*i've written the para above for about few months n untill now,I still didn't get the cert just yet..a reminder to self to call the personnel at JPN bout this matter..
The only thing that stuck in my mind bout this course is the unreceived cert n the longest days in my life tht i had to torture myself by getting apart from bb lutfiyah n being pregnant at 12 weeks which ws already risky due to my unstable condition at tht time..i was all emotional too as I had to make the worst decision of hvng to let lutfiyah to be fed wth formula most of the time...though the risky pregnancy caused me to stop bf-ing lutfiyah,it still haunts me tht i am a bad ummi for nt able to provide wht's best for her...well,fret not nada..Allah is the Best planner n surely He is.
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Monday 12 May 2014
Tuesday 25 March 2014
around the corner
bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
i'm currently at 38 weeks of pregnancy and enjoying my long-awaited break at home sweet home...alhamdulillah,nothing more could i've asked than being at my comfort abode with the loved ones around. Mak,Ayah,Abang and Siti never fail me as they are my pillars right now. Le husband is now has to work at Kuantan after being here with me for few days..Yeah, he has his obligations too..Being apart with him at this point of time is never easy. I, for most of the time unable to attend to Lutfiyah needs due to my condition and I realized that how grateful I am to have him by my side and how I've taken everything for granted...I have no idea how truly indebted I am to him until now. O Allah, please protect Him and shower Him with your endless blessings..Ameen~
As other heavily pregnant women like me,I couldn't wait to see the cutie in front of my eyes but the thought of the long hours of contractions and the pain that I've to endure shaken me a bit. Guess I'm not quite ready yet. I do hope for au natural birth this time which means without having to go for induce labour but having said that, I have quite a strong feeling that I might have to do it again this time..With all the events happening and will happen, I like to think that is the best decision so far. I'm yet to discuss this with husband as he is also depending on me for the result, as I am the one who will face the ohhh and the ahhhhhh and the whatnot kan...So,I'm praying that Allah will decide what's best for me and show me the way out, insyallah!!!
Till then, adios amigos!
i'm currently at 38 weeks of pregnancy and enjoying my long-awaited break at home sweet home...alhamdulillah,nothing more could i've asked than being at my comfort abode with the loved ones around. Mak,Ayah,Abang and Siti never fail me as they are my pillars right now. Le husband is now has to work at Kuantan after being here with me for few days..Yeah, he has his obligations too..Being apart with him at this point of time is never easy. I, for most of the time unable to attend to Lutfiyah needs due to my condition and I realized that how grateful I am to have him by my side and how I've taken everything for granted...I have no idea how truly indebted I am to him until now. O Allah, please protect Him and shower Him with your endless blessings..Ameen~
As other heavily pregnant women like me,I couldn't wait to see the cutie in front of my eyes but the thought of the long hours of contractions and the pain that I've to endure shaken me a bit. Guess I'm not quite ready yet. I do hope for au natural birth this time which means without having to go for induce labour but having said that, I have quite a strong feeling that I might have to do it again this time..With all the events happening and will happen, I like to think that is the best decision so far. I'm yet to discuss this with husband as he is also depending on me for the result, as I am the one who will face the ohhh and the ahhhhhh and the whatnot kan...So,I'm praying that Allah will decide what's best for me and show me the way out, insyallah!!!
Till then, adios amigos!
Saturday 11 January 2014
hello 2014,so long 2013~
it has been a while since the last time i write at this blogsphere...the time has not been a challenge for me but the drive to write has been one. the end-year long holiday has been fulfilling with activities but not that packed though. Being a preggie i am (28 weeks now), resting and lazing around is like a major thing which is not so healthy if done excessively, i know. But the temptation to lay flat on the sofa like a couch potato beats everything...haihhh~i am a lazy bum bum this time around..i truly am...
on another note, i am sincerely honestly thank God,subhanallah for zawji is always by my side to endure my emotional turmoils and my fickled-minded self. i know i've been quite hard on him which i always regretted after doing some reflections but i do hope strongly that he will always forgive me for what i've done..i just want you to know that it's the hormone sayang,blame the HORMONE!
my firstborn sweetie pie lutfiyah sakeena as of now 12/1/2014 is already 22 months old. She has done wonders these days, i tell you. I cannot stop myself being in awe upon seeing the milestones that she has achieved so far. singing and dancing are her fav now!shaking and jumping like nobody business..being her happy and cheerful self, lutfiyah possesses a good social skill and she seems very friendly with everyone. she loves crowd. Though she couldn't talk properly yet, she has master some skills like chanting ABCs, 1-10,alif-ya, saying 'assalamualaikum' before entering house and many more..I am a proud ummi *teary eyes* u are one little precious sweetheart. May u grow being a wonderful, hardworking, solehah girl that we will surely be proud of. May Allah guides u all the way through your journey.
2013 has been okay..I'm at a new school, the third school i've been in my 5 years of service. seeing new people and adapting to new roles and jobs aren't a breeze. I have to start from square one again. It has been like a normal thing for me, the shifting from one school to another, but to settle down and be comfortable isn't that easy and it takes time. I do feel like a novice despite my '5 years experience' being a teacher. It is actually 4 years to be exact since my master degree took that 1 year off me. Lots to be learned in a year and I do hope for a better performance in this year,insyallah...untill we move again to the other part of the world in near future.
I don't really have a decent new year resolution just yet. But in general, I wish to lead a healthier life, improve myself as a mother, wife, daughter, God's servant, professional life and in my study life too..Who knows my Phd dream will come true one day, insyallah...A big day is coming soon. I can't wait to anticipate the natural birthing process with all the contractions and whatnot since I opted for induce labor with lutfiyah. Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir Ya Karim...
on another note, i am sincerely honestly thank God,subhanallah for zawji is always by my side to endure my emotional turmoils and my fickled-minded self. i know i've been quite hard on him which i always regretted after doing some reflections but i do hope strongly that he will always forgive me for what i've done..i just want you to know that it's the hormone sayang,blame the HORMONE!
my firstborn sweetie pie lutfiyah sakeena as of now 12/1/2014 is already 22 months old. She has done wonders these days, i tell you. I cannot stop myself being in awe upon seeing the milestones that she has achieved so far. singing and dancing are her fav now!shaking and jumping like nobody business..being her happy and cheerful self, lutfiyah possesses a good social skill and she seems very friendly with everyone. she loves crowd. Though she couldn't talk properly yet, she has master some skills like chanting ABCs, 1-10,alif-ya, saying 'assalamualaikum' before entering house and many more..I am a proud ummi *teary eyes* u are one little precious sweetheart. May u grow being a wonderful, hardworking, solehah girl that we will surely be proud of. May Allah guides u all the way through your journey.
2013 has been okay..I'm at a new school, the third school i've been in my 5 years of service. seeing new people and adapting to new roles and jobs aren't a breeze. I have to start from square one again. It has been like a normal thing for me, the shifting from one school to another, but to settle down and be comfortable isn't that easy and it takes time. I do feel like a novice despite my '5 years experience' being a teacher. It is actually 4 years to be exact since my master degree took that 1 year off me. Lots to be learned in a year and I do hope for a better performance in this year,insyallah...untill we move again to the other part of the world in near future.
I don't really have a decent new year resolution just yet. But in general, I wish to lead a healthier life, improve myself as a mother, wife, daughter, God's servant, professional life and in my study life too..Who knows my Phd dream will come true one day, insyallah...A big day is coming soon. I can't wait to anticipate the natural birthing process with all the contractions and whatnot since I opted for induce labor with lutfiyah. Rabbi yassir wala tu'assir Ya Karim...
“Demi masa, sesungguhnya manusia berada di dalam kerugian. Kecuali orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran, berpesan-pesan dengan kesabaran” [Al-'Asr 103: 1-3]
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