her milestones

At the age for 46 days,there's a lot tht Lutfiyah has achieved..well,at least wht most baby of hr age wld..she has strted to coo,paid lot more attention whn we talk to her..I love it whn she cries for help[means I need someone to scoop me up] n immediately stop wailing whn she heard my voice..hehee..she also responded by raising her eyebrows[abi noticed ths] she also has vry strong legs[kicking really well n hard too!]...she enjoys sounds,things tht rattles,shapes n colourful things..she respons well to all these..she also likes being on upside down position but only whn we hold her..mandi masih x suke sbb gayat n she'll cry n yell..owh yee,berdiri sgt2 suka,as if it soothes her..duduk yes but only when tok ma hold her..org laen agk fail nk wt cmtu.. she likes to grab things like fingers..it is really cute n calming whn she did tht..owhright,the most hillarious thing she did is grabbing her own hair n the next thng u knw tht she'll cry smpai nk pecah umah! Hahahhahahaaa..ape la bdak kecik ni kan..

N the most impressive developmemt is tht she is able to bring herself to sleep without umi or abi cuddles her around the house..yelaaa,mse ni sgt2 la mengantuk kan..tht's y she cn jst be on her own n the nxt second she's alrdy in la la land..good2,trosk
n usaha!

after quite some time..

Lst sunday was my official 'merdeka' day n what do u do when u alrdy got ur freedom?jalan2 of cos! N we've decided to make quite a long journey for the first time [for lutfiyah] to kuantan..

The journy took us about 4-5 hrs to reach kuntan,plus stop for nature call n diaper change..we deprtd frm nilai round 6.30 n safely arrvd at 11.00p.m.alhmdlh,lutfiyah behved well in the car seat,only when she's asleep..she needs some cuddles n hugs once she woke up n she also got very distractrd by the bumpy roads..biasalaa,lalu 'jalan lama' n there's nothng tht we cld do..mak thought tht she wl like the bumpy ride but unfortunately, it is not to hr liking..overall,she's a good girl n i also managed to gt some sleeps the car..how relaxing! Thnk u lutfiyah for nt giving umi hard time ths time..we'll definitely bring u jln2 again ltr as a reward fr ur good performance..hihii~

She also slept well on the night we arrved untill nw..she only wakes up for feeding once or twice at night [night for lutfiyah means aftr 1a.m.] albeit the hardship to gt her to sleep before 1 a.m.

Owhh,i forgot to mention tht tok ma,tok ba n acu who miss lutfiyah ever so dearly..terngiang2 suara lutfiyah mengamuk n nanges kt tinge diorg..tok ma even checked on u on the dy we arrved tau..so as tok abah n nek wan..u'r definitely the gem in th family dear!

42 days!

my bibiburp (new nickname for lutfiyah) is now 42 days and this marks my 42 days in confinement.yehaaaa..i'll be officially 'off' confinement by sunday.lutfiyah had gotten prolonged jaundice but alhamdulillah it was all cleared whn she was 30+days.my journey as a young mother(perlu ke young?)has been wonderful..though in the first few wks i wld say tht it was such an emotional turmoil n i was so overwhelmed wth motherly duties..i nvr regret nor complaint bout it but it ws all new experience n as a first timer,evythng has the ups n downs..nyhowww,i've toughend up n now able to nurse lutfyh single hnd..ahahh [of cos wth the support frm th helpful nursing pillow]
n as all new mums out thre who pln to exclusively breastfeed their sweethearts,i need to focus in doing so... do my best n be persistent n plss try not to whine n feel burden by all ths..breastmilk is lutfiyah's utmost nutritionl food tht she cld ever gt at ths age..i wnt to gve her the vry best tho my nipple cracked [freakingggg painnnn],smtms i do also feel hopeless n helpless whn i'm too exhausted aftr attndng to her needs..

Having said tht,thank u Allah fr ths opportunity..to be able to look at th innocent face n hvng countless great mommy moments esp when we stare at each othrs eyes r the joy of being a mummy..it's so special n sacred n beautiful..hopefully I cn breastfeed her until 6 months n insyallah,up till 2 yrs old..ease my journey o Allah..akan berusaha semampu boleh![breastpump baruuuuin mind!]ngeh2 :p



Umi loves lutfiyah sakeena sooo muchhh..nothng wl beat mine!